Oh god. She let me cum.
Just got home and had a rough day. The kids were monsters today!
Anyway, i called Her last night just before i went to sleep instead of the text and She talked me all the way to an orgasm. Like She said She had me tell Her when i was about to cum then she told me to hold it and counted down 5,4,3,2,1 then said "cum for me baby" and believe me i did.
She said She was proud of me and loved me (*melt*) and She was so happy i took to this new way of orgasming. It was how it always would be. i liked the "always" part :-)
So edging isn't so bad if i get this! lol
Looking forward to tonight:-)
Then the day went rough but one fun part was Molly (fellow teacher) really like my new necklace! If she only knew!
i think i forgot to say Mistress changed the BDSM symbol for a simple ruby looking stone. It's my birth stone. I am July and Mistress is June. Don't know what stone that is. She kept it and said She would change it as necessary.
Ok, in my reading among a ton of other stuff i tweeted from Dom's Guide to Submissive's Training by Elizabeth Creamer i quoted "With its emphasis on learning, changing and trust, training is the most important time in your relationship."
i am understanding more and more and wonder if maybe i do need a more formal intense training.
Just food for thought i guess.
I am feeling down tonight. Wish i could curl up in Mistresses's lap. :-(
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