Crying? And dinner

Dear Diary,

82% in Erotic Slavehood. Getting there. 

i am ok with the word slave now when it's just between my Mistress and myself. But others aren't going to understand. 

So i got home and broke down in tears. i don't know why. i really wasn't crying about anything. 

Then i got ready for dinner with Mistress. i was supposed to meet Her at 5:30. Got there and went to the door but heard Her call out. i waited and She asked if i remember what She had told me the first night. i laughed and said She had told me a lot of things that night. 

She smiled and said fair enough but this now goes on my rule list. Never go in a door before your Mistress. Also She said always give your phone to Me when we are together. 

So we went in and were seated. We talked and at some point i mentioned i was going to get my hair cut. She said no. 

What? i was kinda shocked. i asked why not. She said that's over $10. i looked confused and She "reminded" me of the rule (which i didn't remember Her ever saying) no spending over $10 without permission. 

Then the waiter came and She pulled my plate away just like that first night. 

That was so hot 

She told me would call Her hair stylist and make and appointment for me. 

Then She have me a bag and said "I think you need to go to the bathroom."

Lol

I get in the bathroom and its a box that said Ben Wa balls and a tiny packet of lube. Like i needed lube!

my fist thought was "Isn't Ben going to need these?" :-)

Of course i had heard of these but never had them. But i didn't need any instructions to know what She wanted. 

Walking back to the table was quite an experience!

We talked and while and She paid and said how much She was looking forward to Saturday and reminded me to be there at 10 because She had plans and to wear my new present. :-)

Well walking to the car was fun. She gave me a big deep kiss and said goodnight. 

CurvySub just posted a pic with text that reminded me i still wasn't opening up completely to my Mistress. If i am crying, SHE is the one i need to tell. Not deal with it myself. 

I'm going to call her now.  

t