So, last night was,well, interesting. Informative at least.
Same routine Friday night. She talked me up. When i was close She said Stop. After a few minutes She told me to start again and when i was right there, She said Stop again. Few minutes later She said to start again. Almost there and She said Stop again.
And She said that's it. No orgasm tonight. i was so frustrated i blurted out "Why!"
She said "Because your orgasms belong to me and I don't want you to."
So the next half hour (i am guessing) was Her explaining how my orgasms were going to work. She wanted me to keep edging every morning. That was to remind me that my orgasm were not in my control and to keep me sexually peaked which was important to my orgasm training.
Then She explained that the evenings were to train my control over my orgasm. We were only just beginning a long program. Next i would learn to control the intensity of my orgasms. Then how many waves each had had how to control that. Way down the road She would be able to give me an orgasm with only a command. (%##||}#>???)
Anyway She said there was no secret. i could ask questions anytime, read about it, but the most important things for me to know was She owned my orgasms, not me. i should beg Her before any orgasm (we are going to go over that soon, for now just ask). And regardless of whether or not i came, to thank her for the training.
Okay...
So i slept on that. Not sure how i feel but if it made her happy... And it's not like i wasn't getting any orgasms. i was having more and better orgasms than ever. The edging sucks but i was getting used to it, more or less.
So this morning i get a message to wear a skirt. Above the knee. i asked why and she just said "because I asked you to."
i said it was 32 out. She said it would warm up. i just said ok. And a skirt it is.
I showed up at Mistress's house at 5 till, messaged a friend (She saw your message after i handed Her my phone and smiled :-) then went up to the door. Knocked, She let me in, i opened the closet door. Took my clothes off, put on the heels then took the groceries into the kitchen. As i came back into the living room and handed her my phone. She told me to park.
i sat on my pillow and waited.
She asked how much the groceries cost. i told Her and She said that's more than $10 isn't it? i said of course. She said did you forget you were not supposed to spend over $10 without permission? i assumed since She knew i was making dinner and She interrupted me saying never assume anything. No expenditures over $10.
Then She said She still hadn't received my essay on Pain vs Pleasure Spanking which was due. When i said i got busy She said it didn't matter if i was in the hospital, it was still due and She didn't have it.
She told me how could i honestly want formal training when i couldn't even follow the most basic and easy commands? When we start formal training, IF we start formal training i would have a hundred more rules and dozens of more tasks. Now did i understand why She kept saying i want ready?
What She was giving me wasn't even D/s lite. It was barely D/s for dummies.
She looked at me and could see i was hurt so She leaned down and kissed me and told me we'll get there and smiled.
Now, She said, i would have to be punished. Did i have the Ben Wa balls in? i told her i did. She said to go into the bathroom and take them out. This would be a punishment spanking and i was not supposed to get any pleasure from it.
So i went to the bathroom, remembering to leave the door open, and took the balls out and washed them off.
i came back and She was holding an old worn belt. She told me to put the balls on my pillow and lay over Her lap.
She then repeated why i was being punished and said next time i would have to tell Her why. Then She said it would hurt and she said i would probably cry both from embarrassment and from pain but that was ok. No one here but the two of us and She wanted them. They were cleansing. Lastly she told me to count the spanks and thank Her after each one. Each time i forgot didn't count. i asked how many and She said She had a number but She didn't want me predicting then end.
The first slap hurt so bad I screamed and She waited then said that one didn't count because i wasn't counting.
Anyway it hurt like hell. i couldn't believe She was hitting me so hard but i was determined to stay there and take it. She was worth it.
i was crying by four and got an extra 3 or 4 because i didn't count or thank Her. But at 20 She stopped and said "Good Girl" and said "Now it's over. Now kiss me."
Then she pulled me into her lap and wiped my tears then kissed me and said to lay back down and held up some cream. It both soothing and hurt but i knew it was a good idea.
She then kissed me again and said to go get dressed we were going out.
i was actually glad i wasn't wearing pants as they would have rubbed the welts on my ass.
So She drove and i tried not to think of the pain of the welts (or the pink elephants). Turns out she was taking me to get my hair done!
i tried not to squirm as much of my hair (it seemed) disappeared. Well it turned out cute! i love it and so did Mistress. It's not really that much shorter but it feels like it.
Just above the shoulder, little wavy body. Easy to care for and looks casual / playful.
So next we went for a mani-pedi. So relaxing! Almost forgot about my butt. Almost. Ok, not at all but it was still really nice.
Then we went for lunch. She acted like nothing happened and we were just two ladies at lunch.
i asked Her later and she said it was over. Once we dealt with it it was over.
We went home and She said to show Her what i found about Gorean Slave positions and Lesbian sex positions. She handed me my phone and i showed Her. She chuckled at some of the Lesbian ones but She said i did good. Send Her copies and memorize them. She would test me next week!
Then She turned on the tv and told me to sit and either watch tv read or whatever i wanted. i laid my head in her lap and took a nap.
She woke me up an hour later to go to the bathroom. When She came back She told me to show Her my rope. She told me to put on the cinch like i did for sleep. She said it was way to loose. She took out some EMS scissors and cut the rope shorter. She said She wanted me to be able to get out but it shouldn't be easy. She gave me the scissors to keep.
Eventually i made dinner. Another success. :-)
After i did the dishes i went back to ask her if she wanted anything else. She said "Come here" and grabbed me into Her lap and kissed me. Then both our hand went roving. Only took a couple minutes for me to cum when She found my cunt (i typed vagina then backspaced to type cunt. i am such a prude! lol)
She looked at me and said "What about me? You couldn't wait for me?" And laughed.
She took me by the hand into the bedroom and tied my arms to each headboard like last time then stripped and said "You remember what "The Rocket" is?" When i said no She laughed and said look it up. The She crawled up and put her pussy right in my face.
i guess my lesbian virginity went away last night. i HAVE NO IDEA WHY i WAS SO WORRIED! lol Sex is sex. Just comes natural. After several orgasms She went down on me.
i know i am supposed to ignore my reading audience but if you ever get a chance to be tied spread eagle and have someone go down on you. OH. MY. GOD.
Them She untied me and we made love in more ways and more positions than that stupid Cosmo article had. lol
Eventually we fell asleep with sticky legs and fingers and sticky chins and faces. And i couldn't have been happier. :-)
Once again i woke first and managed to get out of bed and into the kitchen without waking Her up (unless she fakes it) made coffee and poured some OJ. Brought it into the bedroom and She woke up. Probably my heels.
She took a big drink of OJ, a sip of coffee the grabbed me and pulled me into bed with her. We cuddled and i could have stayed there forever.
Eventually She got up and said stay there. Then apparently changed her mind and tied my arms back to the bedposts and went to take a shower. When she was done she stuck her head out and smiled. Then finished drying and dressing.
She came back to me and asked "If I untie you do you promise not to run away?"
i assured her i wasn't going anywhere so She untied me and told me to go make fresh coffee then take a shower.
i did and She came into the kitchen and just sat and watched me. i asked Her why and She said She liked to. Then added "Definitely need slave bells" with a smile. i rolled my eyes at her and finished the coffee and went to take a shower.
When i was done we sat and talked. And touched. We were very touchy lol. She told me how beautiful i was (please. She was the beautiful one!) and how lucky She was to have me (wrong. i was the lucky one) and all kinds of D/s romantic stuff. :-)
New rules:
No pants. Only skirts or dresses except at work
Memorize the Gorean slave positions
Memorize lesbian sex positions
Punishment vs Pleasure spanking essay
Then She reminded me i still had to edge this morning and sent me home.
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