"While the exercises here are brief, they are meant to be completed slowly."
i am not sure Miss Abernathy had three days in mind. i really need to get back to this.
Okay, it says do this here, which means not only will Mistress B see it but so will my wife "audience".
Well, humility (and therefore embarrassment is good for me right?) :-/ i am learning but it's not second nature yet.
Exercise: In your slave journal, write a list of your fears regarding a live-in relationship.
1) i am afraid i will give up everything and give my heart only to be crushed. Yeah i know that not realistic but it's my fear
2) i am afraid of being outed and loose my job. People are real sensitive about their kids being taught by a lesbian let alone a sex slave. i know that's what i am but that is what people will think
3) i am worried i will loose me. i will loose Tracy and become little t which is amazing and i love it but i kinda like Tracy too
lol Mistress just called. She just read my Diary. She said as far as my comment about maybe needing a more formal and stricter training program She said "Yes you do but not yet. You are not ready for that"
She does care :-)
Of course She also said something about sending me to an intensive camp for a month this summer. i couldn't tell if She was teasing or not. :-/
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