Friday, January 16, 2015

Better late than never

Dear Diary,

Oh my. Mistress sent me this link with no other info

http://we-vibe.com/we-vibe-4-plus

So i finished Erotic Slavehood last night. Still have four Exercises, fourteen Activities, a Project and my final Project before going back and reading the first part again. THEN i get to talk with Mistress about it. 

Ok the big news is I finished my essay on Pleasure vs Punishment Spanking! Ok so it literally was one word short and as i went back to add a word i deleted it. Really. 

i'll have to beg for another week. 

As i suspected She wants me to keep the alarm and expanding me time with the rope. She said it was a good ritual to remind me I am doing it for Her. 

i also need to ask Her if she had any clue why i keep crying every day when i get home from work. 


Ok so i got a message from Miss Kitty asking if i was ok because i hadn't posted to my Diary lately.

So yeah no i am not ok. Every day I come home, take my panties off, text my Mistress then break down in tears. Like i told Kitty i am not crying about anything i am just crying. And its lasting about an hour. 

Kitty says its releasing and i really need to talk with Mistress B about it. 

So i will tomorrow. Like i told Kitty i know it's a problem. I don't open up well i tend to hold stuff in because i don't want to bother people with my problems. Kitty says i need to let Mistress in. 

(Here is another case where i hate my lack of privacy. Mistress is going to read this next comment and think i am whining)

Kitty says She is working me really hard. It feels like it but i have reference. i don't know how hard it's supposed to be. 

Well, i am turning in way early tonight. Going to do my fake meditation then go to sleep early. 

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