Whole Foods didn't have any fresh plumb tomatoes but i made due.
i got to Mistress B's house about 1:45 and didn't know if i should knock early or not so i just sat in the car and waited.
Finally knocked and She let me in with a hug and a big kiss. i handed Her my phone then stood there for a minute not sure whether to take the groceries into the kitchen first when She said clothes always first.
Took my clothes off and folded them. When i opened the closet door She pointed out the heels (2" thankfully) and a kitchen apron. She told me the shoes were temporarily until we went shopping but when I was there I was always to be naked and in heels. She also said She had ordered some slave bells but they hadn't arrived yet but She was sure i'd like them. Seemed a little extreme but i'd wait to see them.
She told me i could use the apron while cooking but only while cooking and to take it off when leaving the kitchen.
So i put the heels on and took the groceries into the kitchen and put them away.
Mistress asked me how long for the soup. i said 2 hours and She said we had 2 hours to talk. So she sat in her chair and me on the pillow next to her.
She asked was i edging every morning? i was. Was i checking for wetness every hour when I got home? i was. What about during the day. Was i still wet or no? i was. She seemed very pleased.
She had been following my TL and was unhappy. i kept slipping on punctuation rules and forgetting to refer to everyone as Sir or Miss. She is contemplating creating an alt just for following me.
She asked how Miss Abernathy's was going. i told her slow but felt like i was learning TONS. i probably needed to make changes to my BDSM list now that i understood better. Once again she was pleased.
She handed me my phone and asked how far i was. i checked and told her 62% the lesson on fisting. She asked what i thought about it. i told her before reading i would never have thought but now i am not sure and was curious to finish reading the rest of the section. She smiled and just said good.
i knew what that meant.
She told me to keep working my way through and when done go back and read the first section again. It should make more sense.
She asked how about the word slave? Did i understand better and how did i feel about it now? A little more comfortable.
She asked how the meditation was going. i told Her terrible She laughed and said probably better than i thought but gave me another book to read: The Miracle of Mindfulness by Thich Nhat Hanh. It's a book on meditation. No time limit or due date. Yet. Finish Abernathy first.
She asked if I bought the keychain and i said yes. She told me to go get it and show Her so i did.
She asked if i tied my wrists last night and set the timer. i did.
She said while i had my phone to check off the things i had finished.
She asked if i had done anything ether tasks. i told Her Abernathy's had clarified Pleasure slave. We talked a bit and she was happy and told me to mark it off.
She told me to research Munches in the Denver are and if there were any rope groups. ("We need to get you tied up soon" lol) Add them with a two week due date.
She asked if i saw the changes She made in red. i had. She said watch for them because She wouldn't always tell me. She had made changes to the others too.
Tomorrow She wants me to make those public like the diary. She said to send a message to all the emails telling the and to Tweet it and invite anyone. For now I had no secrets. My whole life was public.
i asked her why. She said several reasons. To keep me humble. To remind me that i belong to Her. So She could keep an eye on me. Other reasons She would leave for me to figure out. It was part of my training.
Then She leaned down and kissed me and said i was doing very well.
She said to sit quiet while she read. Most boring 15 minutes ever!
Then She told me to go make dinner.
Everything went smooth in the kitchen thankfully. i had everything done and the soup on the stove by 3:30ish and cleaned up everything but the pot by 4:00.
When i came back and told Her one hour She said to come sit in her lap. We kissed and She played with my pussy until i was dripping then She would stop then start again. Just another for of edging.
SHE WAS DRIVING ME CRAZY!
Finally it was almost 5 and She told me to clean Her off then set the dining table.
i licked Her fingers clean then went to find table settings.
Well. She really liked it! i mean really really liked it. She said it was the best thing She had ever had outside of a restaurant. i tried to explain that not counting really nice restaurants home cooking was better.
Anyway i am going to really like cooking for Her. Wait till i made home made my bread :-)
After dinner She grabbed my hand and said time for my reward.
She took me to Her bedroom and we kissed for several minutes then She brought me to the bed.
There were ropes tied to each headboard ending in a noose end.
Your choice she said pointing to the ropes.
i thought i either trusted her or not now (knot? :-)
i laid down and put my wrists through each rope noose. She pulled them tight and said Good Girl then kissed me and walked into the bathroom.
But i was ok. i didn't freak out at all.
She came back in nude and wearing a strap on. She looked hot even if she wasn't about to fuck me!
She said my BDSM checklist showed i had no experience with strap ons. We were about to fix that.
She crawled on my breasts and stuck the strap on dildo in my face. i opened up and started sucking it just like a real cock.
Only it wasn't. Very different dynamic and felt different. i still enjoyed it but it was different. When i'm sucking a guys dick I feel empowered. i know what i am doing and i know i am good at it and it feels like i am in charge. This was very different. This was all about Her. There was nothing i could do to make it better or worse. It was all Her.
After a while she moved down and started fucking me. Fast and hard. Just like guys usually do.
Her dildo was double sided so she was fucking herself too. i came pretty quickly but she kept going. After a while she came and stopped but after a short break started again and quicker i came again and she kept going till She came again and collapsed on me.
After a rest she crawled up and stuck the dildo back in my face and told me to clean it off.
After i did she laid down and put her arms around me. i expected her to untie me but she didn't.
We fell asleep like that. When i woke up She was gone and i called out.
She stuck her head back in and asked how i felt. i almost told her i loved her but said wonderful. She said good and came in and freed my arms then handed me two short pieced of rope and I recognized them as the self tied wrist cuff she sent me a picture of. I put them on and She turned off the light and crawled in bed with me.
She played with me edging me 3 times and we kissed and she held me but didn't let me touch her pussy. Not yet she said. Eventually we feel asleep.
i woke up first and managed to get out of bed without waking her. i got my hands out of the ropes and picked up my heels and went inside the kitchen
I put the heels on and started coffee.
"Bring me my coffee my slave" she called from the bedroom with a laugh.
I filled her mug and took it to her. i handed the mug to her and said something silly like "Here you are M'Lady" and did a terribly lousy curtsy.
She laughed and said we would have to get me deportment lesson. i smiled and laughed. Then She said She was serious.
She told me to get myself some coffee and come back to bed. i did and crawled in next to Her.
She told me i didn't need to text her but still needed to edge. When i said yes Mam she said now.
So with her sitting right next to me i played until i almost came and stopped. i laid back to rest and She reached over and said i couldn't but She could and She grabbed my pussy and played with me till i came. Explosively.
See baby? I have the ability to give you mind bending orgasms. Isn't this better?
i had to agree.
She held me while i recovered then said it was time for my pleasure spanking. She sat on the edge of the bed and had lay over Her legs (She said it was called OTK for Over The Knee).
She started patting my ass like She was playing patty cake. She went from one side to the other slowly getting harder then softer then harder. Then she hit once hard then She rubbed where she started patting again then hit hard then rubbed and patty cake then hard then rub. i lost track of everything.
Finally She stopped and held me. Then She pulled me into Her lap and held me.
And oddly i broke into tears. But i wasn't unhappy She said i was just releasing and it would pass. And it did.
She asked if i like it. i thought about it and i did!
She said by next weekend she wanted a 1,000 word essay on how it felt and how it was different from the punishment spanking.
Then She told me to clean the room while she showered.
I stripped the bed and took the laundry then came back to look. I pick up stuff then looked around for new bedding. I remade the bed then looked up and She was watching me.
She smiled and said not to forget the coffee mugs and walked into this kitchen. i followed Her with the mugs and set them in the sink.
She said to start some more coffee, start the laundry then come sit down next to Her.
i did and got the coffee for Her then myself. And we talked.
So far i realize this was written more as a narrative than a diary. That was on purpose. First of all the night was so amazing i wanted to wrote it that way to remember. Second because i know people are reading this and i didn't want to confuse you. She will probably not be happy about that and this will likely be the last time i do it. But mainly because i am so confused.
She said that every thing we just did was fantasy land. That was not what erotic slavery was like. It would probably include all that but that was a small part of what it meant to be someone's slave. She enjoyed it but She wanted more and could see the potential in me if i was willing to take the chance and make the effort.
Reading Miss Abernathy's is the most important thing right now. i needed to understand what being her slave would really mean.
She could be just me girlfriend or kinky lover or BDSM teacher or anything i wanted. Ultimately the submissive had the power to define the parameters of the relationship. Then the Dominant took control. But i had to decide what i wanted and to do that i had to learn.
i asked Her what She wanted She immediately said 24/7 live in slavery without pausing to think. Then She smiled and said She also wanted to win the lotto. We both laugh.
She said no pressure we had all the time in the world.
She told me to refill her coffee then She gave me my tasks:
Email everyone on my Diary list and tell them my Task list Rule list BDSM check list and Bucket list was now viewable to them (after it was)
Change name to Bucket list
Update BDSM check list and Bucket list
Add thing to Bucket list in new color as done
Tweet public invitation to my Diary and 4 lists
Research Kegel exercises and start doing them daily
Read meditation book as i got time but Abernathy's was more important Research Denver Munches
Research Denver rope groups
Two week deadline on both
1,000 word essay on punishment vs pleasure spanking
Anything else She told me She is forgetting (She smiled when She said this but i could tell She was serious)
Then She kissed me and said i should go or She might never let me go.
She told me to be back next Saturday at 10am and asked me what i was going to cook as she smiled.
i told her i just saw a chicken with yogurt and Indian spices i wanted to try is She was brave. She said plan on it. :-)
Then She walked me to the door and watched as i put my clothes on. She kissed me and said goodbye.
Forget sub-love. I'm in LOVE!!!
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