Morning

Dear Diary,

i texted Miss this morning and was about to get up when She texted back "Good morning little t". She had started calling me little t as well as sweetheart and baby doll and other pet names. She seemed to like little t best and so did i. Being tall it want often i was called little. 

She told me She had read my diary and was very happy with me. Swoon. And She wasn't mad but She wasn't happy with the way the Diary read. She felt like i was writing for an audience. She said She knew and i knew She and others were reading but She wanted me to write it like no one would ever read it. Not even Her. She said she realized it wouldn't be easy but she wanted me to do it. 

Hard yes. 

i asked her if i could ask her a question. She said yes. i told her it was embarrassing having people reading my Diary and more so having to ask if they wanted to. And it was also embarrassing when She made me tweet things like i'm wet. Why was she intentionally embarrassing me? Why do you think, She asked. i told her i had talked to a couple of people about it and maybe she's humbling me or trying to open me up and stretch my boundaries or maybe She just liked it. She said She did enjoy it but that's not why. She said all those things were true but there was more and i should think about it more and we would talk more about it later. 

Then She said she wanted to change a couple things. She had decided a regular orgasm control schedule should work best for my training. Until further notice i would edge every morning before i got up. Once school started back i  would set my alarm 30 early to make sure i had time. Also She was pleased at how i was staying wet all the time so i could check every hour instead of 30 minutes. She would change this once school started again but hadn't decided how yet. 

Remembering to lower case my i's is tough. When it starts a sentence i have to click the shift off (it's automatically on after a period) then type in then space then delete twice to delete the n. If the i doesn't have a letter after it the i gets capitalized anyway!

And speaking of periods, i am so glad my flow has stopped. 

Anyway She said at nights sometimes She would let me cum and sometimes not. I recognized this from classical conditioning in psyc 101. Reinforces the training. :/

Then She made me edge with Her on the phone and reminded me to thank her. 

i hate edging. But if that's what She wants, i guess i'll just deal with it. 

t