i hate edging

Dear Diary,

Well. Ok so i hate edging. i know there is a point to it, She said there was. But it's very frustrating. 

i texted Her first thing this morning like She told me to last night. She said good morning and now She wanted me to edge again then call Her. 

So i did. i was still messy from last night so i had old pussy juice and now new all over and i was extremely horny. 

i called Her and She asked if i edged (i did) did i cum (i didn't "Good Girl"!

She said She was proud of me. i told her i was horny. She said She knew. i asked when i could cum She just said not yet. She said all this pent up sexual energy was good for me. i kinda doubted that but i  kept quiet. 

She asked if i had licked my fingers clean. No. She told me to stick them back into my pussy and get them all wet then lick them clean. i did. She then told me to thank Her. i did. She then told me to get in the habit of thanking Her for everything i did for Her or She did to me whether i liked it or not. i said yes Mam. She said that magical "Good Girl".

She said the only thing else for today was i needed capitalizing any reference to Her and making any reference to myself lower case (readers may have noticed). She said this was to remind me that She was my power and i was her possession. 

She said it would be difficult at first just to remember and that autocorrect would fight me to make lower case i but it would become second nature. 

i was to proofread all my Diary entry and tweets from now on to be sure this stuck. Missing any would mean i had failed Her. 

i asked when i would see Her again. She just said soon. 

She reminded me i was to check every 30 minutes to make sure i was still wet then said goodbye. 

So... i am one frustrated and horny girl this morning. 

i did manage to read in my book last night. It says i am 10% through but that probably includes the beginning stuff. But at least it's progress. 

i forgot to ask her about the problem i had with using "Miss" with Domandkitten. i need to ask her next time  

i had a very interesting chat with M. (@truerestraint) last night. i asked him if he had any ideas why Miss M kept intentionally embarrassing me. We discussed a bit and at one point i said "Maybe that's the problem. I need to accept not understanding and just follow"

Another "duh" moment for me. 

Ok i just proofread this entry and found a bunch of misses. This was going to be a challenge. 

Ding! Another pearl of wisdom. That was point. Or a point. Enduring a challenge for Her. And i  realized i liked enduring a challenge for Her.