A little about me

I wore this a while back for an online Dom: 

I'm 49, short dirty blonde (currently) shoulder length hair. Blue eyes. Fairly good shape (athletic build), meaning not fat for 49 :) 

I'm a 4th grade school teacher. I love my job and my kids. I call them my minion. They love that :-) And I'm good at it. I'm scared my kink exploration will cost me my job. 

I was born in Texas and after a 5 college six year adventure graduated from university oh Houston. Married Bob soon after. 

I was married just that once just out of college to a nice man who decided he was gay and eventually left me for another man after five years. 

I moved to Berkeley California to start over. Two years ago I moved here to be near the man I call my brother. (Not related but we've known each other forever. Literally.) 

I've dated of and on but always "nice" guys. The only "not-nice" guy I've dated was in college and that was the only relationship that really felt right. By not-nice I mean he was very controlling and we always did what he wanted to do. That sounds worse than it was. But I was in love and he was very good looking and good in bed. He wasn't mean or abusive it's just he would say "Les go see this movie" or "Lets go eat at this restaurant" instead of asking what I wanted to do. But strangely that never bothered me. 

I think that's what I'm looking for now and it probably never existed and I'm making it up. But someone removing that burden is very attractive.

I read a lot. Both good literature and embarrassingly porn. Mostly bad porn lol. I write some too. Bad porn that is lol. I'm even trying to write some porn to sell in ebooks. I always say once my porn career is established I'll write the great American novel. :-)

Dreams, fantasies, faults... Well I fantasize about sucking cock all the time but rarely get to. Recently I've decided I'd like to try eating another woman's pussy. In my fantasies there are a lot of blindfolds and me tied up in rope and kidnapped fantasies. Forced orgasms interest me, but I know little about it. But orgasm denial and forced orgasms both fascinate me. I don't know about real dreams but in day dreams I imagine a strong man taking away all my troubles and making my decisions for me. And great sex all the time lol. Faults, I try to hard to please every one. I'm kind of obsessive sometimes. I can't walk in heels more than 3" inches or so. I love food and cooking and especially chocolate. I am a decent cook and make very good rustic bread.