Dec 29

Dear Diary,

She woke me with the text "Good morning beautiful'! First time her morning texts were anything other than "I hope you are wet". 

When I respond "Yes Mamm" she sent "Good Girl" which made me even more wet. 

I swear I've been wet 24/7 since she contacted me! Not that I'm complaining. That's a good thing. :-)

Then she told me she wanted to play with myself until I came before showering and think about what being submissive meant to me. Then shower and text her back. 

It was a great orgasm :-)

I texted her and she texted back my task for the day was to research submission. When I texted back that was vague and broad she responded "I know :-)"

So. The list grows. 

Later we talked on the phone. During the talk she said she was a little concerned about "sub-frenzy" (something I need to look up) and she decided to slow down. We are on Christmas break but she said she hope to have me for a long time. (*Swoon*). She said if the weather allowed and if I felt comfortable enough she wanted to come to her place tomorrow!

Remember the kids song "Rain, rain go away" well... Snow snow go away... Or maybe the mailman slogan "Neither rain nor snow nor..." :-). I'll get there if I have to hijack an emergency vehicle!

So, Miss B read yesterday's Diary entry and she said no. No privacy. I have to enter the things I omitted at the end. I will do that sometime today. 

I've been thinking of the reason for all these tasks she's giving me. Not that she needs a reason. They may just make her happy. Who knows. I think at least part of the reason for making this diary visible is to embarrass me. And that may be for as reason too for all I know. I do know there is a connection between embarrassment and eroticism. Whenever I see a message flash on my screen that someone had favored something that embarrasses me I get a tingle. Is that the point?

Also I am realizing that by requiring me to refer to everyone as Sir or Miss even if they are subs is reminding me to remain humble. If that was the point it's working. If not it's still a good thing. 

Yesterday was frantic. After tweeting her rules it seemed like everyone was intentionally trying to make it hard on me. But eventually by nine or so I caught up. (Thank you Elle for keeping me sane! <3)

But I did it. And it made me feel good to know I faced the frenzy and pushed through for her. :-)

t